I live to laugh to learn and to love,
To accept my flaws, My spots, my stretch marks, my eyes, my smile, The weird little quirks and wrongs I want you to remember or recognise me for. I laugh, To pass everyday like I am living for not just tomorrow, But every hour, minute and second. To embrace the pain of laughing to much, And encouraging people to smile a little harder. I learn, To grow, my soul, my mind and my body. And to understand or at least try to symphysis with others experiences. To make myself stronger, and never change and moment because it's made me who I am. I love, To love the parts of people they can't love themselves, and to be loved back. To try and connect with others on a level that makes you feel like your doing something right, and to watch your love recharge the mind and heart of each and everyone of them. I live, I laugh, I learn and I love, To let people know that I am not just a tiny spec on this world, I have a purpose because Ive made one. Lola-Rose :)
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Hello my lovelies,
I had another playlist post for you all! Hope you enjoy... There will be time- Mumford and Sons Names and races- Foreign Fields Love/ Paranoia- Tame Impala I am not a robot- Marina and The Diamonds Taro- Alt-J Lola-Rose :) Hello,
So I decided that I want to share this post with you, because I am sure that it will benefit many of you. I am now about 2 months away from my GCSES and kinda freaking out. I have been researching a lot of methods to cope with my stress and anxieties, and I have come across "The 30 Day Minimalist Challenge" which consist of one challenge a day over the course of a month, to declutter your brain and hopefully for both me and you (if you decide to have a ago), make things easier over the next coming weeks. As of tomorrow Monday 13th March, I am going to be doing this challenge! If you decided to try this aswell, let me know in the comments, over email or Instagram (@lola.roses) So I will update you all in 30 days, wishing you luck. Lola- Rose :) BELOW IS THE CHALLENGE BOARD!!! Here is a selection of photos, that I have come across on my camera roll.
(All taken by me, except the bottom one) Whilst studying these photos I found myself lost in the detailed pigments of mystery. I found these photos make me feel lost, as I find it hard to draw a narrative to conclusion from what seems just like a leaf or eye. But if you look harder, you begin to realise that actually something doesn't need a meaning or narrative for it to be beautiful. And the beauty of feeling lost, is what makes you feel most at home. Lola-Rose :) P.s sorry I haven't posted recently! Will be posting more! Today I feel different, but I guess this can be a good thing. Today I get to step out my everyday shoes and put some different ones on, experience my life in way I may not have done before. It's very difficult being a human being, because we are all wearing a pair of different shoes. And every single pair of shoes makes us who we are, Defining our age, our personality, our ability to protect ourselves, and be loyal. It's sometimes good to have a change; maybe new laces or investing in some new soles. Just to make us a little bit stronger. Everyday we change, and everyday our sole picks up a new piece of data from what we have experienced, creating this messy but interesting picture on the bottom of our shoe. And slowly as our shoes get older we begin to tell a story, a story that only you truly know but others can interpret and decide for them selves. In life you will always find other shoes you wish you could have. Shoes you don't like. Shoes that don't fit. Shoes that just don't look right. And shoes that you love; when you find that pair tie your laces together, because they don't come walking round the corner everyday. - Lola :) *currently wearing a sad looking pair of shoes* To the person I love.Thank you for making swimming in the deep end seem easy.
For showing me that I am worth more than what I tell myself. Thank you for saying 'I love you' For teaching me how to accept that I won't always love everything about myself, but it's okay because you will. Thank you for showing me new ways of doing things; saying hello and falling asleep. For not being scared discover to world with me. Thank you for being an arsehole at times. For actually annoying the shit of me, because if you didn't I wouldn't learn to love those parts of you. Thank you for being on the phone when I need a rant. For always listening to me, even when I am stubborn and won't stop talking. Thank you for encouraging me. For telling me to get out there and catch my dreams, and standing by my side. Thank you for holding my hand. For pulling me a little closer when we are out in town, at the park or just simply walking to the shops. Thank you for never holding me back. For teaching me how to love myself, and giving me the confidents I need to let myself love others too. Thank you for letting me love you. For allowing me to find a way of loving the parts of you that you can't love yourself. Thank you for letting me be myself. For laughing when I sing, for joining in when I dance and giving me a shoulder when I cry. Thank you for saying goodnight and good morning. For being there from the moment to fall sleep, to the moment I wake up. Thank you for arguing with me. For letting me know you do actually care. Thank you for wanting to travel with me. For picking me to be the person you want to find yourself and the world with. Thank you for being you, And for letting me be me. We are the generation, Of the futures population, A civilisation, That hates your modernisation, Your high expectations, And disgusting regulations. So just for clarification, Do you know we live in a world discrimination? Unfair, sickening capitalisation, Misread communication, Prejudice categorisation. This countries reputation, Is such a disgrace, Our generation have been misplaced, Been erased, From voting for our place, To at least try and save, Our humans race.... I am sitting here trying to confide, That the exams teenagers are sit this year are something I can not describe. 6 hours at school, Plus another 3 where we are expected to revise, What has happened to our lives? The abundance of stresses, Are heads are messes, With the idea that we have to achieve your constant successes. What happened to the meaning of living? The importance of love, hope and giving? But your just taking. Taking, Wanting and Making. What happened to going out and discovering the world? A place that has yet to be unfurled. Where we can create ourselves, Make ourselves, And live every moment not for you but for ourselves. (Ekkk, Okays risky poem post!!! I hope you enjoyed! I would like the thank Joseph, for inspiring me with the beautiful title 'The Abundance Of Stresses') Lola-Rose :) Here are a few of my favourites to start off the year,
Youth- Daughter. Let it all go- Birdy. I found- Amber run. All I want- Kodaline. Porcelain- Moby. Enjoy, my lovely strangers! Lola-Rose :) (Read while listening to 'Youth' by Daughter)
Hello, 2017. I am kinda scared to move on. To begin a new chapter, a new year. But I am excited to discover what this year has to offer, because I am surrounded by many people I love. It is amazing to love and be loved, as hard as it is. We are the lucky ones. Its actually so beautiful and amazing to be lost in a world with someone else; a sort of beautiful disaster. This year I am going to focus on appreciating others around me. Their strengths rather than weakness. To remember everyday it takes a lot of dedication and energy to love and make time for people. Learn to never take it for granted. This year I am going to remember its okay to let myself feel. To let myself smile, laugh and enjoy every moment. To feel the nervous butterflies race through my body and embrace it. But most of all let myself cry and feel okay about doing it. Because crying is actually an amazing feeling. An art that tells yourself you are strong. Your the strongest person, if you let yourself cry, because let me tell you its not easy. The ability to empty all shit that is clustered in your head is amazing. This year I am going to listen to music, with every chance get. It gives me this good feeling, the feeling of hope and happiness. Music is a way of realising yourself. Let it take over your body. Let it remind you of someone, or a certain time in your life. Good or Bad. Its good to reflect on certain things, to either accept or move from something. Because no matter what else has changed, within yourself or the world, that one song will always be the same. Its beautiful. And so are you. So strangers, Happy New Year. Lets make it a good one. Lola-Rose :) |